Monday, December 26, 2011

parable of pruning

I'm tired.
Chritsmas Eve night I sat on the front porch and wept as my sweet car drove away, no longer belonging to me. As an isolated incident this would have been emotionally taxing but manageable...but it wasn't isolated, I was losing everything. 



you see, as my Mom has said, God can't fill your hands if they are already full & occupied. So as of currently, my hands have been emptied of all security, possessions, relationships...even my hair! (I'm a girl, we love our hair!)

Ever felt stripped? 
I'm sure you have, but in case you haven't had the pleasure let me assure you that it is painful. so very painful.

the size of the blessing and favor approaching us is
 directly related to the amount of sacrifice we are experiencing.
(my Dad)

"for before the harvest, when the blossom is over,
and the flower becomes a ripening grape. He will cut off the sprigs with pruning hooks,
and then spreading branches He will remove and cut" 
isaiah 18:5


God's strategy to get more grapes out of his branches is to cut off some. You see, His secret for more is less. As the grape-vines grow fast they are so thick that the sun can't reach the area where the fruit grows. If you don't do anything to the grape-vines they will just grow lots of leaves. From a distance they look real beautiful. But only a little fruit. That's why the gardener trims-to produce more grapes.



i know it hurts.
i know it does.
remember that before the harvest, there is pruning.
remember that before great favor is great sacrifice.
we will make it through this , you and i.

here's to moving to Dallas, TX
in less than two weeks with an
unfurnished apartment,
no car
and Jesus.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

DALLAS!

this will be short entry (followed by a longer and more in depth one soon I promise!)

THE LORD IS SO FAITHFUL and after months of rejections, lack of direction and anxiety the Lord has opened an AMAZING door working full time for Christ for the Nations in DALLAS, TX!!!



the plan is to board a one-way-plane on January 4th and begin this

scary
exciting
nerve-racking
amazing
new
poop-in-my-pants



ADVENTURE!!!!!!!

now i need to catch up on the episodes of 'New Girl' that i've missed to get tips on relocating your life.... :)

http://www.gofundme.com/MOVE-to-DALLAS

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

the parable of doors

You ever asked God for something and when He delivers you are shocked? Oh come on, we've all been there, like myself for instance... in asking God for direction to close doors that are to be closed and open those that are to be open. I had the opportunity to either work the holidays here Myrtle Beach or Columbia.

Monday I was laid off from my current bartending gig.

So this time in a week I will be packing up my little suzuki with myself and Muffy and heading to work in Columbia for the holidays. Having a work opportunity is great, but I'm not going to lie, this is a little quick to be leaving friends/family/church without knowing when I will return again. (considering I will have no job or place to live to return to)

I asked God for direction,
 I asked God for His best, I asked for this.
 And yet I find myself drowning in moments of weeping
 for thought of leaving here uncertain
 of what/when/where I will return back.

At the beginning of the nativity story, the first part of Luke focuses on the birth of John the Baptist being fore-told to the priest Zechariah. Now Zechariah and his wife were both considered to some past the age of child-bearing and in my humble opinion probably had a desire for children.

Yet when the angel of the Lord appeared to him,
 not only was Zechariah gripped with fear,
 he also was overcome with doubt.
 DO YOU HEAR WHAT I'M SAYING????
the Lord answered the prayer of this man and
 his FIRST reaction was fear and doubt concering the very thing he prayed for!

“When Zechariah saw him [the angel of the Lord], he was startled and gripped with fear. But the angel said to him, ' do not be afraid, Zechariah, your prayer has been heard”
(Luke 1:12-13)
We can't ask God to close doors that are to be closed and not expect Him to do so. We can't ask things of the Lord flippantly because He is a God who moves and answers. (sometimes in the way we'd like and sometimes not)

Next stop you ask something of the Lord, be careful what you ask for; because the Lord desires to give us His best and when we open ourselves up to Him moving, He WILL move in our circumstance.

Don't look like an idiot and be shocked when the Lord hears and answers.


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